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Wednesday, February 29, 2012

"Running in Circles"

I went to the track today.  I needed to change things up a bit and as long as the weather cooperates I will probably start doing this more often.  Perhaps alternating every week between hills and track.  I only run 3 times a week right now and one of them needs to be a recovery run, plus of course my long run.  That will generally stay the routine until I can get outside with my bike.  Then I will change it up completely since I will start doing brick workouts(bike and run back to back).  You may ask why I don't do that now and the simple answer is that it is too hard on the body to get all sweaty inside, and then head outside in cool weather.  It's probably a recipe for illness.

I feel right on the edge right now and I truly don't know whether I need to keep hammering, or whether I need to back off.  While there is something to be said for hard work, the other side of that double edge is the concern that I'm over training.  The fact is that if you're trying to do too much you will not reap the rewards relative to the effort. The muscles simply need to recover properly between workouts to be able to get stronger over time.  I think I'm gonna back off just a wee bit for a couple of days and see how I feel come Saturdays long run.   The timing works out anyway since I have sole responsibility for the kids the next few mornings.  It's a good excuse to skip the swim or weights I have been doing in the morning before mydaily trip to Hamilton.  And......I'm very excited....Friday afternoon the Toronto Bicycle show starts so after my teleporter  appointment (Colby's description)I will take a side trip before I came home....just to look Roo, don't worry!

And while I was running around the track today I thought it was a good metaphor for the way my brain seems to look at life.  When I'm on the straight-away  I feel unstoppable and in control.  Then comes a bend and I let myself get distracted.  When I take my recovery lap I relax....but not for too long because I get edgy if I am inactive for too long.  So off I go again around the same old corners, running the same old loop over and over again in my mind.

And one last sock comment for Elly, Kathy, Betty and Mike.  I love all of your ideas but they ain't gonna work!  I need to have a documented "100 percent" cotton solution.  No pins, no home stitching, no alpacas, no nothing short of a manufacturers label that specifies as such.  And after having surfed the net a bit I am even suspicious of some of the listings. Once you dig into the details it appears that they do not meet up either.  A common one I found was "100 % cotton touching the skin!"  As well I am getting better at wrapping my feet in a sheet and today I think I slept for at least 25 minutes. Woohoo!!

Oh and before I forget.  My track run was brief but I did manage one sub 4 min km!!  The nice thing about the track is the absence of cars and potholes, and while sometimes there are other idiots out there, today I was the only one.

(swim 1200 metres, track run)


"Blessed is he who talks in circles, for he shall become a big wheel."---Frank Dane

"Think of the wonderful circles in which our whole being moves and from which we cannot escape no matter how we try. The circler circles in these circles."---E Hoffman

Love
Peter

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

"I Guess I Wasn't Clear"

They have to be cotton!  100 percent!  Apparently any other natural, and/or synthetic yarns can cause static electricity.  That's why no electronics, no books etc.  I actually dozed off for 10 minutes today and am pretty sure I could make it longer if only my feet were warm.

So! Does anyone know where I can get 100 percent cotton socks?? And it has to be prove-able. Believe me they are not a common item, if they exist at all?

Tomorrow I'm gonna do an extra special good job at wrapping my feet in a sheet and see how it goes.  I'm pretty sure that Cory would have the answer for me (about the socks or other options) but since she never talks to us any more I guess we won't find out.

You know I've probably made this statement before, but doing this training is a very selfish thing.  It is very hard for me to give up my workout time for any cause.  It's tougher than usual right now because of the 6 hours that I lose every day for this oxygen bullshit.  Sometimes I need to force myself to accommodate other peoples activities or I can't live with myself. At the same time however I simply need to acknowledge the selfishness and accept it as it is.  I need to do this for me!  Whether I deserve it or not is really irrelevant.

My wife is as usual, completely and totally supportive.  God only knows why, but I don't want to ever take it for granted.  Can you imagine the stress if I had a partner that begrudged me this?  I don't think I could do it! Very publicly Roo, thanks my precious!

(weights, computrainer 30kms)

"Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live."---Oscar Wilde

Love
Peter

Monday, February 27, 2012

"Beyond Tired"

Maybe I need some oxygen?
Does anyone know if you can buy 100 % cotton socks, and if so where?  I can't keep my feet warm in that freaking chamber.  I try to wrap them in a sheet but it never seems to stay in place and once you're in you can't sit up to fix it. I only smashed my head once before I figured that out.  I think that if I could only keep my feet warm I may be able to catch a nap in there.  Then maybe I could write better blog posts.

Cory, I know I've been boring.  I will try to do better....whoops...try not!
Elly, I love you and I hope your leg gets better soon.  You idiot!!
Mike, I don't agree with all of your politics but damn close.
Old John,  I'm gonna call you with some advice.....apparently you don't know everything after all.
Kathy, I'm glad that you and old man Dan are enjoying your golden years.  Never forget that you are older than me!
Betty, I'm sorry you're missing your power cord.  Try grabbing both terminals of a car battery.
Sally, you are my inspiration!   Every damn day I go and do things I don't want to do because of you!

....and finally....

Roo, can we sleep together tonite?  Just to cuddle....I promise!  I am beyond tired!

(swim 1500 metres, run 7.3 kms, gas chamber 2 hours)


I often spend a fair bit of time finding a quote to fit my post.  Occasionally I  find the perfect one, and when I do I smile.  Here you go.


"I am tired. My arm aches. My head boils. My feet are cold. But I am not aware of any weakness."---Zane Grey

Love



Sunday, February 26, 2012

"Half Way Day"


Yup. Exactly six months to go! How the time flies when you're having fun. If you ask me how I feel about my fitness at this point I would have to tell you that I have some uncertainty. You see the problem is, that there has really been no way to test it. Without a race of some kind, one that you would actually rest up for, how does a person know whether they are making progress or not? I can tell you that I believe I'm slightly ahead of last time with my running, and at least at the same level with my swimming. The big unknown is the cycling and quite frankly the most important! While I hope to make some slight time improvements with the swimming and running I know that realistically they will be minor if any. The real opportunity is in gaining cycling "strength" and I have no idea if that is happening at all. Hopefully I will be able to get outside soon in order to get a better feeling. Meanwhile I do feel very good about the discipline I have maintained for the last couple of months in all aspects. I rarely miss or shorten workouts, and I have been relentless in the pursuit of a leaner, meaner me!

Which brings me to the real reason that today is 'half way day". At the time of my previous Ironman I weighed approximately 170 lbs, and although I gained a bit in the succeeding couple of years I was quickly back down to that after beginning the current journey. Before Christmas I set myself a personal goal to get down to 160 in time for this years race. Well guess what folks? I officially proclaim myself half way! While losing 5 pounds in 3 months may not seem like a big deal, it is for me. I am proud of it because of the amount of hard work, and the level of discipline that was required to get me there. Of particular importance is the fact that I know I have actually gained muscle mass over that period, and as we all know muscle weighs more than fat. The bottom line? Regardless of what the scale says, I have improved my body composition which is the ultimate goal. Hooray for me!! I am confident I will be 160 or less come race day.

I am happy also to report that I feel pretty good today despite the brutal 30 kms of yesterday....another good
sign.

(30 kms computrainer, 1500 metre swim)

"Did you hear about the Dutchman who thought he could swim across the big canal? He got half way before he realized he couldn't make it, so he turned around and swam back."---Peter Rooyakkers

"He has half the deed done who has made a beginning."---Horace

"There is no human failure greater than to launch a profoundly important endeavour and then leave it half done."---Barbara Ward

Love
Peter


Saturday, February 25, 2012

"Anticipation"


I was all excited expecting that someone was gonna tell me what their weekend plans were but alas, either no one cares, or no one reads this blog. Either way that's okay. I have much bigger "anticipation" worries. I am currently reading book 13 of the Wheel of Time fantasy series and I am almost done. There is one final "finale" book still to come, and apparently it is written but they intend on stretching out its release until later this year. Bastards! The series does have a very unique twist in that the author died part way through the writing of volume 12, and his widow chose another author to complete the series. Quite cool really.

I was also anticipating another 33 km run today but that got delayed as well. I did manage 30 but the last 6 was kinda ugly. Really crappy conditions again and it just kills you both mentally and physically. I hope I don't have to anticipate spring for too long but I am a bit worried that we still have to pay for what has been a very mild winter so far. Time will tell.

As of this very moment I am anticipating my second alcoholic beverage of the evening and a crawl into bed with the remaining 100 pages of "Towers of Midnight". Saturday night is usually the only night I allow any booze into my diet since I don't really worry much about my Sunday recovery day.

good night all

(run 30 kms, 2:38)

"Expecting is the greatest impediment to living. In anticipation of tomorrow, it loses today."---Lucius Seneca

...but...

"No mind is much employed upon the present: recollection and anticipation fill up almost all our moments"---Samuel Johnson

Love
Peter


Friday, February 24, 2012

"It's the Weekend!"

The last time I was looking forward to a weekend was back in 2007.  No radiation treatments on Saturday, Sunday, and no hyperbaric either!  Instead I'm gonna do my long run tomorrow, and maybe put up my new garage door openers on Sunday.  What are you gonna do?

(swim....a lousy one)

"Spend some time this weekend on home improvement; improve your attitude toward your family."---Bo Bennett


Love
Peter

Thursday, February 23, 2012

"On Health"


Time in the chamber each day----2 hours
Driving time each day----4 hours
Gas money each day----$40
Parking each day----$5
Km's on my truck each day----300

My jaw bone----priceless!!!....and I just dare anyone to say "the jawbone of an ass"

And how about this coincidence?

Yesterday when I arrived at the Hyperbaric Oxygen (HBO) unit at the Hamilton General Hospital there was another patient already there. His name is Dan. Dan commented on the fact that my beard line was exactly the same as his, which led both of us to the immediate conclusion that we had a similar radiation experience....small world! But it only starts there.

Dan lives in London...small world
Dan's primary tumour was in his left tonsil....small world
Dan's cancer was stage 4, with involvement of the lymph nodes in his neck....small world
Dan needs to have 2 back teeth removed....small world
Dan's cancer dentist is Dr Soskins...small world
Dan's radiation doctor is Dr Hammond....small world

....and if all that isn't freaky enough, when Dr Hammonds name came up Dan said. "That reminds me, I need to cancel an appointment I have with him this Friday because I have to be here". On Tuesday Claudette called Dr Hammonds office to reschedule an appointment I had with him....this Friday!!!

(30 kms computrainer)

"We cast away priceless time in dreams, born of imagination, fed upon illusion, and put to death by reality."---Judy Garland

Love
Peter