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Saturday, December 31, 2011

"What Run?

Some things in life just need to be forgotten.  Sometimes there are just no explanations and it is not worth analyzing why this or that happened.  Like my run today.  I completely fell apart.  I was doing ok until 11 kms when the wind screwed me over with a very quick direction change.  I slowed to a crawl and knew I was never going to recover.  I cut it short at 18kms and called it a day.  Other than the wind which could not completely account for it have no explanation.  I'm gonna try hard just to leave it at that and move on.
Bring on tomorrow!!
Better yet...bring on next year!!

(18 very slow kms)

"Diligent as one must be in learning, one must be as diligent in forgetting."---Albert J Nock

Love
Peter

Friday, December 30, 2011

"Ironman Ups and Downs"

Given that a fellow has no significant physical limitations, like the lack of legs or arms, then Ironman is almost exclusively a mental battle.  The reason I am afraid to make a time prediction is for that reason exactly.  I don't know if I have the guts to do what I know my body is capable of doing if properly conditioned. 

Proof of my mental incompetence lies of course within my genes, but if you need more than that just look to my indecision in my training strategies.  Once again I am "re-looking" at my approach to the swim.  Hopefully for the last time.  What triggered this last "bout of doubt" was a little more research and a little more practical testing.  I am trying to understand the physics of swimming and it is very clear that one of the most significant factors is buoyancy, and also centre of buoyancy.  Buoyancy obviously just means how easy you float, as determined by your bone and body density, whereas centre of bouyancy describes which way you would tip and how quickly.  Most human beings will sink or float in a normal vertical position since the centre of buoyancy is above the waist.  How quickly your legs sink is however determined by your individual centre.  It is for this  reason that women can maintain a horizontal position easier than men because they carry more buoyant material below their waist and thus have a lower centre of buoyancy.  It also explains why the gap between men and women in swim speed is less than in most weight bearing sports.  And if you need further evidence of that, have a look at the body types of many long distance female swimmers. They float easily because of low body density, and they float horizonatlly without a lot of effort because of where their primary body fat is located. 

Come spring time I am going to figure out a way to measure my centre of buoyancy, but only to prove my point.  Yesterday I watched the man in the lane next to me and was amazed that he did not kick at all.  His legs hovered about 18 ins below the surface and stayed there as he plodded along.  That's where my practical testing  came in.  I tried the same thing and managed 3 strokes before I literally stopped dead.    My legs sank immediately!  The fat I carry is all above my waist and I also believe I have very high bone density.

So what does all this mean specifically for me?  I may have mentioned before that I want to develop a 2 beat kick.  Since I am not athletically inclined it is the best approach  in order to have a relaxed swim that doesn't burn too much energy.  The problem is, that without my westuit, a 2 beat kick needs to be really agressive in order to keep me horizontal in the water.  That unfortunately immediately defeats the intent, and leaves me winded in about 5 minutes!

How then do I train?  While I can simulate the energy requirements of wetsuit swimming with pull buoys they do not allow me to kick properly.  I guess the answer is obvious and although it feels like cheating in a big way I plan on using my wetsuit more often.  After all, I'm an idiot, so why not look like one!

I have also modified my swim time expectation one more time.  I came to realize that trying to improve my swim was my biggest stressor and rather than expend energy trying to gain 10 minutes in the water I will focus on the other 2 sports where I am not so intimidated.

And that brings me to running.  The only thing that worries me in this discipline is injury of some kind.  I was inspired today by Claudette's long run (she is now officially faster than me) and that gets me all pumped.  Tomorrow is my longer one and I will try to duplicate her terrific 2 hour, 2 mins for 22.22 kms.  I am also very excited to have found my spring marathon and I signed up today.  Much to my surprise there is a beautiful marathon in Waterloo, Ontario on April 29!!  It is barely advertised and I came on it almost by accident.  It meets all of my cirteria..  It's small with not more than 150 runners, it has the same start and finish, it is close by, and is run mostly on country roads.  Woohoo!

While my cycling and my weights have gone a bit stale over the last month I am confident that I will pick it back up.  Before you know it spring will be here and I'll be back hammering outside.  I think I have learned a few things about cycling training that I will try to put to use on the trainer in the meantime.

The big demon I have not managed to slay yet has been the the old waistline.  I have crept up a bit in body fat the last few weeks which is no big deal in itself but I wish I knew how to shed the 10-12 pounds that sits primarly on my back and waist.  The problem is trying to find a balance between getting enough calories for good workouts, but still be able to go a bit negative with the intake.  I try especially hard to watch my consumption of fat calories and yet I am stuck on this plateau.  Can you imagine the difference that shedding 12 lbs of useless baggage would make over 42.2 kms of running??  Can you imagine?? I'm looking for ideas all you smart people. 

And that's the ups and downs of Ironman training for today.  Gotts get to bed early so I can beat Roo tomorrow.  Just kidding!  I am very proud of her efforts and I don't need to be as fast as her anyway....I just need to be able to do it longer.  In all regards you never want to finish before your wife does  :)

(swim 2000 metres, 38 mins in my westuit!)

“Life is a roller coaster, you have your ups and downs unless you fall off."---Anon

Love
Peter

Thursday, December 29, 2011

"Another Life Lesson"

Exactly nine years ago today was one of the most special days of my life!  What makes it a really big deal is that at the time I thought it was anything but a special time, and in actual fact thought it was going to be the opening of a painful chapter in my life.  Wow was I wrong!

The day?  The birth of my grandson! 

The joy that this child has brought me from the moment I first layed eyes on him, and for the intervening nine years is beyond description.  Hopefully a picture is worth a thousand words.



Happy Birthday Colby!

(10.3 km run, weights)

"Your sons weren't made to like you. That's what grandchildren are for."---Jane Smiley

Love
Peter

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

"A Groove or a Rut?

What's the difference and how can you tell which one you're in?  A rut has all negative conotations, while for some reason being in a groove is supposed to be good.  I get the rut thing, as it implies you are not in control of where you are going, but rather that you're stuck in someone else's tire tracks.  But when I think of a groove I inevitably think of going around in circles like a needle on a phonograph record.  That don't seem too positive to me either.  Regardless.  Call it a rut.  Call it a groove.  When you're in it, you need to stop and clean your bike!  That's it!

Actually it occurs to me that maybe they are the same thing anyway. After all when they talk about animals rutting, are they not "in the groove"??

(swim 1500 metres, bike 15kms)

"The great advantage of being in a rut is that when one is in a rut, one knows exactly where one is."---Arnold Bennett

"There's a very fine line between a groove and a rut; a fine line between eccentrics and people who are just plain nuts."---Christine Lavin
Love
Peter

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

"Tuesday, Dec 27, 2012"

Here's the present condition of my family as of 10:20 pm this day in December.
My wife is in bed having a well deserved early turn-in.
My grandchildren are in front of the computer together eating ice cream.
Miguette is off to her night shift at the old people factory.
Adrian is downstairs with a lady guest doing whatever you do with lady guests.
Michael has gone back to his nice apartment in downtown London in his own car.
Jon and Alisha are back at their respective job and school, both of whcih they enjoy and are good at.
Peter just talked to his children on the phone and he seems sober.

The highlight of my day was at the local rec complex, where for the first time ever I bounced back and forth between 2 rinks trying to see both kids play at the same time.  What a freakin joy!  As I watched it occurred to me that both of them could be a little more agressive in their playing style.  Then again I thought....NOT!  They both love it so much that why would I want to change a thing in what they do?  If not agressive towards others on the ice, they still play very hard and gain all the benefits of exercise and team sports.  Agression is easy to teach if and when there is value in it.  Right now there is none.  They are happy! 

And so am I!

(10.3 km run, 51 mins)

"Aggression is inherently destructive of relationships. People and ideologies are pitted against each other, believing that in order to survive, they must destroy the opposition."---Margaret J Wheatley.

“The tendency of aggression is an innate, independent, instinctual disposition in man... it constitutes the most powerful obstacle to culture".---Sigmund Freud

Love
Peter

Monday, December 26, 2011

"Big Sisters"

Few people are blessed with large, close families who love and support each other. You've probably figured out over the last few years that I count myself amongst this lucky few!. Of course in actual fact I have been part of this group for my entitre life but it is only since my illness that I have really come to appreciate it's value.

But if you call that good fortune what about the guy who also was accepted as an extended member of another large family courtesy of his spouse? Yup, there's another whole gang of near idiots out there the matriarch of which is my other "older" sister. Yes indeed folks. I have another sister who you've not heard about. I've been keeping her in the closet!

Heeeeeeres Kathy!



And yes you need to believe me. She truly is older than me even if she doesn't look it. I do need to remind her as often as possible. It has been neat for me over the last few years as I reconnect with my own family in meaningful ways, to have had a similar experience with Kathy and the rest of Roo's siblings. We had a really nice Regnier Christmas today. Life is good!

And I'm just kidding about keeping her in the closet. I'm actually quite proud of her. The example she sets, and the spirit of kindness and tolerance she exhibits in her words and actions inspires me as I know it does others. I'm pretty sure that it's because of her example that her amazing daughter Samantha doesn't need to live in the closet either! May the Creator bless you for that Kate!

"God is definitely out of the closet"--- Marianne Williamson

Love
Peter

Sunday, December 25, 2011

"What a Happy Christmas"

Well at least for me and my family. Everyone was here and we had a peaceful but fun day. Unfortunately it seems like we live on an island. Just before bed I had a quick look on CNN.com to see what's happening in the world outside of St Thomas on this "holy" day. They have a section called latest news. The top 7 headings contained these 7 words respectively. Bombed, fatal, die, kills, revolutionary, dead, and last but not least another kills!!

Peace on earth, good will toward men!

"He who has not Christmas in his heart will never find it under a tree"---Roy L Smith

Love
Peter